『晨曦將至』片長140分鐘 ,中途沒有一個人離開。所有人似乎都跟著電影一起呼吸,一起經歷了一個哀傷、深刻、希望的旅程 。
如果身邊沒有其他觀眾 ,我會放聲大哭。
電影令我想起苦澀的少年時期 ,我所在乎的人都不願意試圖理解我,當時內心感到很孤單痛苦,有時甚至感覺連自己都想放棄了自己 ; 我想到即使有時人生不是那麼順利,處處充滿了難以理解的困境,但仍然期許自己要當一個盡量不去傷害別人的人,努力不懈著。
今晚的眼淚,是因為被電影好好理解了、接納了而舒服釋放。
電影讓我想問『人生到底是什麼?』『活著的意義到底有時是為了什麼?』
河瀨直美的電影是樹、是海、是挫折、是生命、是喜悅、是破碎,是緣分,是最後讓你感覺『活著,真好…, 即使人生是辛辣苦澀的…』
把你的生活盡力過好,盡力做一個好的人,你心裡所追求的,最後會來找到你…
“就算你眼裡的光芒被奪去 ,我也一定會在那等你 。”
– 河瀨直美的電影『晨曦將至』。
The whole film was 140 minutes long, but no one left. Everyone seemed to breathe together with the movie and experienced a sad, deep, and hopeful journey together. If there were no other audiences around me, I would probably cry aloud.
The movie reminds me of the bitter teenage years. The people I care about are unwilling to try to understand me. I feel very lonely inside. At that time I felt that I was about to give up on myself. The movie reminds me that even if life is constantly oppressed, I still hope that I will not hurt others.
My tears are released comfortably because of being well understood and accepted by this film.
This film made me think, “What is life? “What is the meaning of living?” 』 Kawase’s film is the tree, the sea, the setback, life, joy, brokenness, a fate, the end of this film makes me feel “It’s good to be alive.” Even life is so hard.
Live well and try your best to be a good person, what you pursue in your heart will find you in the end.
“Even if the light in your eyes is taken away, I will definitely wait for you there.” From『True Mothers』, directed by Naomi Kawase
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原文出處 柯奐如